nt in good mood these few days..
just felt so..empty.
shinki..
save me from myself please?
and thanks for temaning me yea vikki..
and wen too..:)
i shall go catch some sleep now.
dno why i always feel so tired..
even if i didnt do anything much and i dont lack of any sleep..
guess its just the boredom...
i hate this hopeless feeling.:(
always keep the faith~
today is like hell.
just did some reading and masking?XD..
felt better now i guess.
stand from 2 to 6pm..on the same spot..
have to get squezzed by ppl somemore and got ntg back in return.
saw minho tho.
his smile really very cute.^^
and not to mention sweet and charming as always.
wanted to hate hime for leaving so soon..but i cant><
took lots of photos..unclear wan of course..TT
i BLAME the freaking stupid organizer!
F*CKERS!!!
and those assholes that kept pushing from the side and back.
they shld know better than us nt to do so.
maybe they ARE the reason he left so early.
damn.
whatever la..
atleast saw him.
and get to experience going to sg wang with friends.
i;m dead tired now.
leg damn pain frm the standing.
dehydrated.
and so sore and exhausted from the crowdy place.
and also that freaking girl stuff.><
couldnt finish the host.
4 more chaps left.
abit mm seh dak le..==
minho oppa,
wish i could have given you the letter i wrote for you.:(
tmr will be going to school...
even though i really dont have the energy to do so anymore..
but life has to go on right?TT
so yea..wish me luck..
GOOD LUCK please...:)
always keep the faith~
today is one of those moody days..
1st day..tmr second day..
shit man...have to be out the whole day somemore..TT
10.30am have to reach xuen;s hse..
then 11 smtg will go sungei wang by lrt ady..
haiz...suddenly no mood to go la..
i hate crowdy places..and dirty streets and weird ppl..like lala..especially lalas!
but minho will be there.
so i must go.
TT
i'm sure gna be tired as hell tmr.
lets hope i dont lose anything thr..or get into any trouble or accidents..(choi!!!><)
but still, in my opinion..going to KL means all of the above is a POSSIBILITY..
i'm such a PJian.><
oh well..wish me luck tmr k?:)
ugh..why minho..why..TT
i dont think i can sleep tonight.
just thinking of how horrible will tmr get scares me.
the paper said he'll be thr at 6pm..but they're NEVER punctual.
so if i expect the worst la..
i'll probably reach home at 9 or 10.
bugger.
sry dad..have to mafan you again.><
lol..remembered the name of the game i was describing yest..
played it with seen and xuen they all..was fun:)
except for a disturbing fact that that fking chewng gum is thr..
but..wth..i IGNORED it anyway:)
speaking of murdering..
the host is really killing me here..
i got so..um..clinged to the story.
its as if it really was some reality that existed in my own imagination..
it scares me sometimes..
the fact that i will get so attached to stories that were and are always just meant for friction.
i think i'm insane.OO
oh well..i think i always have been.==..
this story was not the same as twilight..
but both the main characters are so similar..
Ian and Edward..
the ones that i'd go gaga for if they were standing right infront of me..
IF..that is.
and yes..i know reality will never sound as sweet as those stories..
but a girl can dream right?xD
okay..this is going abit too far...><
i'm sleepy now..
exhausted.
must due to lack of sleep.
and got back add maths today..i'm happy.but the guys werent.==
i knew because there were only like less than 10 of us in thr..
and i can hear pn tan lecturing them..such poor things..
and something funny also happened while i went back for add maths frm xuen's class..
clive thought i was kelvin and he said he was going to elbowed me..
well..because he was sitting at ll's place..and i didnt care...
i just sat back my place..i gusee he didnt noticed i came back.
i loled.yeah..luckily he didnt elbow me man..if not...OO
ok..i guess thats it.
i hope i get to finish or atleast read more tomorrow..
really got so interested in it la.
i'm silly, i know.
yawns..
my hair is gna looked worse tmr morning.
damn it><
as usual..wish me luck for tmr..XD
i know its a sat tmr la.but it wouldnt hurt to just do so right?xP
ok.thats it.
always keep the faith~
if you want to.
i wont mind if you ignore the top part.its crappy anyway.overly melodramatic>< 
when i saw this pic.i frozed.
my heart throbed..fast..not in a good way.
before this i've only saw pics where he was abt to kiss her.
but i nv thought seeing their lips actually pressed together like this would be so...unbearable.
this was a pic i somehow dont think i cn get over with.
i didnt cry.i dont want to. am i able to do so?
my heart seem to have smashed into pieces..it aches.
yet the pain dosent seem to be breaking me.
perhaps i just dont want to be childish. i should be able to face this.
i knew it was going to happen.
but this hit me harder than the yeon yi one..alot more harder...
i hate sweet kisses like these...and thats why i shld be dying by now..
but i'm able to held my tears back..or is my feeling for him fading..
i dont want the 2nd guess to be true..
but i really cant tell anymore.
ok..lets talk abt something else...
good news ppl!
http://dnbn.pe.kr/bbs/zboard.php?id=db01&page=1&sn1=&divpage=4&sn=off&ss=on&sc=on&select_arrange=headnum&desc=asc&no=22289
i found this while wandering around dnbn..
i used the translator..but i still dont quite undersatnd it.(damn i'm dumb!><)
but there are alot of thank yous down thr..
so it must be a good news for shinki:)
if you saw this before, just ignore.
just sharing here as a cassiopeia:)
i think i'll go off now.
goodnight yunho:')
yest night grabbed alot of pics while comp's nt lagging..:D
dno why i just have fun doing so..it some sort of a hobby i guess..^^
just finished visiting blogs and doing the tag frm xuen..
ntg much abt shinki..
when will this insecurity in all of our hearts end?
i wished i'd know the answer.
anyways, helped chanette again with the walls today...
its better than having to cleaned up that library><
but i was kinda absent minded today..no semangat ady la..
painting..i like..but tracing words and all that..erh..><><
sorry nette~
after that played some heart attack and the killer and police game with the class..
yes.only 16 of us attended today..but the game was fun la^^
and all the paper are also nt marked yet..got also nt fully marked.
wth..then why am i going to school for?==
i thought i would be able to read my book..buthen i forgot that i'm a librarian..
lin lei and frilla is skipping tmr i think.
bt i cant.why?because i'm a freaking librarian thats why.
i shall not get too deep with this.too sensitive.1 mistake and my 4 yrs of suffer would be for ntg.
hmm..manage to get to chap 26 today..(i read slow..like snailish..i know><)
its getting more interesting by the second;)
the front part was kinda boring..bt its still worth while reading i guess..
its nice la..:)..will keep reading later..;D
if you are able to put all ur fav stars into the characters..and you as the leading role..
you tend to find it more interesting..^^
i cant wait to finish this story~yet i'm afraid if i finish it too soon..i'll be going crazy waiting for the second book..like frilla..XD
but i have to finish by this week anyway..the books nt mine.and i'm nt the last in line.
its been a very senang week..like ntg to do lidat..
but i still felt tired..cause my schedule seems to be so full already.
the book..this lappy..the library..tuitions..and the minho thing..
that ought to keep me busy.
but i'm nt as depressed as before now.atleast thats what i think.><
oh well..still need to wish me luck..
GOOD LUCK..
hehe..i'm gna keep doing this till i get everything back..
so..yeah..get used to it.XD
always keep the faith~
miss you:'(
(NOTE TO TAGGED:
SOME SH*T HAPPENED SO THIS TAG IS NOW INCOMPLETE, FOR FULL ONE PLEASE GO COPY FROM XUEN'S BLOG~THANKS^^)
幸福點點名遊戲規則回答下列問題，貼到自己的網誌or報台寫完後，自己加一個問題然後傳給十個人，可以點點過的人，被你點到的人你要去跟他說，我點到你了。寫完後去跟點到你人說我寫完了不可以不寫喔，不寫幸福就會跑掉喔~
1.我的大名 : zoey
2我的生日 : 3/11/93
3誰傳給你的 : sakai xuen
4說出五個好朋友 : erh...ll, frilla, wen, seen, xuen, shinyi...
5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : happiness
6.近期開心的是 : 考试完了
7.近期壓力大的是 : cant find a reason to skip school T__T, and results.OO
8.未來想做什麼: 想做永远都能守护着神起的仙后~
9.有沒有喜歡的人 : 只有我爱的5个人^^
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : 看什么老师咯...
11.跟誰出去最幸福 : 幸福?==
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : 我好友不会那么幼稚的吧?><><)
30.現在的時間 : 10.20PM
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : 还蛮的..XP
32.體重多少 : 50kg..TT
33.今天天氣 : 没注意到==
34.你懷孕了嗎 : 你认为呢?==
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : 飞去韩国找神起~
36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : again..how the hell would i know that?==
37.如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色 你選: 黑或白吧?XD
38.你覺得友情是真心的么：一些咯.. 39.认识spring吗？: 蛤??==
40.爱神起吗？：废话.
41.如果没有5只，你是什么？: 我什么都不是..
自己加一题:
42.你现在/最近都很闲吗?: (很欠扁的问题><)
点10个人
01ღ vikki ღ
02ღ xiaomaii ღ
03ღ fishy ღ
04ღ wen ღ
05ღ fiona ღ
06ღ yevon ღ
07ღ seen ღ
08ღ lin lei ღ
09ღ micky ღ
10ღ xuen ღ..XD
YEAH ! :D
hmm..it was quite a nice day for me:)
first my results turn out to be better than i expected.
and i'm very satisfied with my marks:)
but got chi, maths and sej only.
7 more to go..OO
library start from today have to go work during school hours..
which also means no more staying back!:D
help painted mural for library..was fun^^
i painted the sky blue part..then i got lazy and went back..><
yeah..painted sky blue pelaka on walls...:)
and my head kept popping out kiss the baby sky scenes..XD
i hope my sakainess didnt show to much..
if not ppl must think i'm insane..><
kena hair and hand..and clothes too...hope that mum wont kill me after she finds out><
came online and found out there is another faster way to earn money in pet society..
haha..yes..still addicted to lame games..XD
finally able to buy some of those stuff i was longing for^^
anyways..i really heart this person named frilla looi!XD
she found her novel book in her drawer this morn!!!
woohoo~~that means i no need redo lo!xD
too bad Pn.Zakiah wasnt here today..==
and she also borrowed me her book 'The Host' that i wanted to read so badly..
must be influenced by twilight^^
gah..i LOVEE the whole series..:)
overall..its a nice day.
no silly emotional roller coaster or mood swings:)
tmr is gonna be another long day..(i think><)
let just wish me luck then shall we?:)
GOOD LUCK~
heh..i think i'm gna need them. xP
always keep the faith~
:)
ahh!!!!!
school is reopening tmr...
and i really dont wanna go..TT
first..the novel..i havent do!!!
laziness..><><><
and secondly..and most importantly..results..OO
i think i'm nt gna get good ones..as usual..==
and ll and frilla is gonna be showing of their flying colours..
so predictable.
but you cant blame them for having good results can you?:)
bought this lotion thing from etude..
heh..waiting for the toner to restock..then i'll have the whole set ady..:D
saved some pics today..
got an hour comp suddenly not lag leh..:D
buthen return to normal ady..
i think i must have some lag luck..==
i mean whenever i sit beside my bro when he's playing SA..
he sure will dc not long after that..seriously.
you can call it a coincedence la..but it just seem like plain bad luck to me..><
and because of that..i'm starting to sit beside him more often nowadaysXD
oh well..
wish me luck for tomorrow then:)
GOOD LUCK :)
haiz..
whatever the result is..i'll just try to accept it la.><
always keep the faith~
<3
time can really pass very fast..
especially when you're finally getting a break from all that bull around you.
and enjoying yourself for once..
times like these seem to pass real fast...
unfair? i know.
but..nothings meant to BE fair, arent they?
well..who knows that?:)
ok..apart from the crap..
i just found out that i am ADDICTED to facebook's lame games..TT
addicted as they become the first thing i do eveytime i come online..
and probably the ONLY thing that i ever do these few days..><
i am so lame><><
(lol..nv thought i'd use this word since that i not stupid mivie..xD)
i think i'm going to see min ho this sunday:)
i think i WILL :DDD
big fan of him here..XD
just hope i dont melt when i see him...xP
hmm..nt much happened this few days..
never though after exam hols would be this saddening..XD
becoming an otaku again.. but just an otaku that sleeps earlier and wakes up earlier(11am!) this time..
just to sit infront of this comp again..><
but mum has een making us dinner these few days..
i just LOVEE her dishes.
hehe..ate so many these few days..><..bt luckily didnt gain weight..
cant wait for more to come^^
no big news on shinki..(i think><)
wanted to save pics..but comp LAGGING!
so just saved some of them..alot more to go!
and also heard from wen that Yunho got hospitalised due to overstressing..
my poor baby..dont be too hard on yourself.. its not your fault..
you did all you could..and you ARE a great actor!
i can tell even just after watching the 1st two eps..(and i promise i will finish it!)
maybe its just the story that dosent interest the dominating viewers in korea.(which is ajummas..><)
but you cant blame them also for not liking a show based on soccer right?==
anyways, the conclusion is.. keep hwaiting Yunho! no matter how they may judge you..
just know that you will forever be the BESTEST OF THE BEST in this lil heart!
cassiopeias will always stand by you~
hyun joong oppa...
thanks for standing by shinki's side too:)
oh..and i've also mailed the epop and YG thing..
for a chance to win the mirotic bangkok Tee and COLORS~ CD+DVD..
man..i really hope that i'll get lucky this time^^
cause i spend rm3..yes..RM3!!!on that stupid post express thing..TT
mum said that i was stupid.. yeah..i know..><..
too bad its too late now..:(
so epop and YG editors, PLEASE grant my wish k?xP
and lets not forget about this pic i found today..
hehe..i found alot of suer nice pics today la..
especially wuli yunnie posing for mags~(SEXAYYY~~~XD)
ok..anyways..i found this pic to be my FAV..XD
now now..lets focus on jae's cute lil butt now shall we?<3
(sorry if i offended anyone><)
call me blind, but i've never realised his butt was so 翘~..XD
gagagahh~~~
just like lil junsu's <3
oh..and i just found out that i havent redo frilla's novel book..
because i've lost it..(which i dont evn know how==)
and now Pn.Zakiah's gna minus 10 marks frm my finals unless i finish a new one..
it was due last week actually..but wtf..
i'm pissed with her anyway..
i mean there are soo many ppl that didnt even hand in their books..
she tought she knew but she dosent!
and she even send me a warning letter because i was absent for 14 days..
in the whole freaking year!and its not even continuous!
which is still not against the rules!another 2 then i kena gantung..
wtf weih!i mean she's ok and all that..but sometimes.most of time..she is just bull!!!
damn..i'm getting all whiney again..><
oh well..will do it some other day la..(if i still have any left==)
tomorrows gna be a longgg day..and i'm sleepy..><
so..tata~~
and last but not least..
always keep the faith~!
loves~
if i'm not mistaken..
this shoud be one of the lines from 'talk play love'..
heart this song!
their amazing vocals (JUNSU & BoA!) make me go gaga..
and i lovee the way Tablo raps...^^
Bora is also a great pianist..^^
anyways, thought of this title while listening to chunjae's COLORS~melody and harmony..
just cant get enough of it..XD
and you must admit that it can cheer anyone up..
even at their lowest moments..
its such a lovely song..
with a beautiful rhythm..and serenading vocals^^
gah..i'm happy now:)
hehe..got my nails done yesterday..
thx to etude nail polish~XD
since i have 4 more days till school reopen..
and i really lovee this colour..
so why not do smthg i enjoy doing for once?:)
the colour is like light brown but a lil more peachy..
like..erm..beige i guess..?..><(its called beige right?oO)
alla..conclusion is its a nice colour la.:)
recieved my pinky on sun i think..:)
thx wen for the help and xiao shan for delivering it at such high speed..XD
i ordered grapes and peach..:D
the moment i opened the plastic layer outside..
it shocked me.
the grape fragrance is soooo strong!!!
must be super nice to eat^^
but i mm seh dakk la..xP
even tho i really want to><
hmm..lets see..i've also went to jogoya last sat..(is the name spelled correctly?><)
there are so many variety of food there..
just lack of korean food ny..:(
but they have Haagen Daaz ice-cream..
gah..just lovee it^^
and also lovee the fried tempura shrimp..:)
went to sushi king yesterday..
and they got RM2 special..haha..last day somemore leh..
lucky us..XD
perhaps i shall catch on with shinki at night.
after all..thats when i'll have the semangat to go through all those post..XP
i'll stop here..
later ny upload the pics la..XD
been camwhoring alot these days..><
'like a melody and harmony in love~~~' <3
whoohoo..
finally!..the finals are OVERR~!!!
ahhaa..i dont give a shit anymore on my results..
i did what i had to do..and now i'll just let things be:)
hmm..its been abt three weeks since i came online..or even touched my lappy..
luckily our exam only last 2 weeks..(if not i think i'd rather just DIE.oo)
but..we have to take like 2 papers per day..and 3 on tuesdays..OO..
our exam started with sej and ended with physics..><
well..atleast its over now:)
its funny though..
cause it seems like i have so much to do before..
but then now that i've turned on my lappy..
and am finally able to come online..
i have absolutely nothing to do OO
or should i say i just dosent know where to start?TT
i've been missing sooo much shinki stuffs..
and my yunnie's show..
but youtube is so freaking pissing me off..
all i can find is german subs..got italian and thai somemore..
no offence..but wtf?!!!!><
and eng subs are only available for dl..
like 50++MB per eps..bullshit man..
that will take like FOREVER to be dled..
IF that is even possible to be dled.==
i'm such a loser.
lifeless piece of shit.
i cant even find simple stuffs like that.
where else can i go wrong?
damn it man..
i thought that after that stupid exam..things would light up abit.
but obviously, i'm dead wrong:)
lol..i never thought my first post after all this time would be this crappy..><
i think i'll post a new one soon enough:)
just not in that cheery mood now.
i think i'll go treat myself to some chocolate first;D
mianhe, shinki :'(
