True :)

i cant believe i havent been back for a week.
well almost..i think.
anyways..last week turned out to be more tiring then i thought it would be..

skipped school on tues..heh..
luckily after that my ulcer is healed :D
wed was..
omg.
i dont really rmb..
wait..
oh yeah..skipped krs and chatted with szeshuen linlei and wanxin in mawar..
everyone was thr and nobody even bothered to come shoo us..XD
and after that lil talk..
i can nv look at wanxin the same way again.
thts because she love bugs.
omg.tht sounded so wrong even when typing it.==

thurs was hari sukan.
went to help QM..
was on time. (wasnt late okay. it only started on 7.30am and i reached thr like 7.25am..its you guys who are early.==)
hmm..sure..alot of ppl would say i didnt do work because i was 'late' and at times you would see me sitting down thr holding a fan..blah..
WELL..
i'd be glad to tell you that you're wrong.
i may not do alot of work until you have to thank me with a medal or anything..
but i DID do work.
and i DID spent hours standing under the bloody hot sun too okay.
i was freaking beside you freaking ppl.
and the reason i didnt turn red or get sunburned is because i USED PLENTY of sunblock before i left my house..
and i used QUALITY SUNBLOCK..
but i DID get darker too..==
oh well, overall, its quite fun..
get to participate and all..since it's my last year thr..TT
get front row seats summore..
and the taekwondo perf was awesome :DDDD
but the ending is quite 'fu yan' tho.
it was just another sports day :)

friday was...BORING.
the perpustakaan negara doesnt really seem like a perpustakaan at all.
there are no novels or magazines that suits us..well..more like me.==
and after that duty didnt have much to do pn tan like bu shuang lidat..
omg..the library was closed the whole day la kay?( i think..should be la)
what do you expect us to tidy up when it's already perfect on it's own place?==

sat & sun.
spent with wen..again.XD
went for bm and art..
thinking of making EASTER DAY (/BUNNIES :) as my theme..
(cause another guy took the teddy bear theme ady..==)
cant find brochure's with bunnies yet..
spent whole night searching yest.
so if anyone seen one, pls take 2 for me okay?:)
the more the better.XD

almost got back all the results..
i swore when moral teach say someone fail and got 33..
i thought it was me..
but luckily it wasnt..did wanted to get something better because she's nt the kind of teacher i want to torture..xP
manage to get 64. i think its the highest i've ever achieved.:D
did two experiments today also..
didnt prepare for anything..
ended up both nervous and blur==

FINALLY.
went to save pics today..
yun's got so many after that tribute con in kor..
luckily most of them are dldable:D
grabbed quite alot..:D
man, do i miss my 5 lil babies...
oh.
and last weekend was super amazing.:D
sat went to lotte mart and saw the SOLEIM we've been looking for.
the original flavour! the one micky was holding! :DDDD
well, actually wen saw it first but i was the one who went crazy and kept omging..XD
it was so embarassing ..but i was so thrilled to see that.
and i went to bought another one today.
it's damn nice to in case you're wondering.XD

sun was even better..
went to atria with wen..
and as usual, we will visit victoria..
and guess what..they're having a clearance sale!
all shinki jap singles half price ny le!
however there are not many left..==
i bought Bolero..and wen bought Forever Love + Together...
each 25 only :D
and guess what..they all have cards!all 5 of them wan summore..XD
then after that i decided to buy best selection..
2CD + DVD..they only sell me RM100..:D
was too excited tho..shld have cut to a lower price..XP
but i am GLAD that i bought it :D
it's amazingly GOOD and i LOVED IT!!!!!
haha..the best part is..i got YUN's CARD summore!!!
thx wen! and mummy for supporting me buy!:D
heh..gna have to pay you back alot of money after this..TT
but for shinki..
it's all WORTH IT..:)

so yea..here is my one week summary..XD
nobody reads my blog anymore..
haha..guess i have to blame myself for writing so long..
with super broken eng summore..
and not to mention my super boring and lifeless life.XD

hehe..been staying up waiting for the clock to reach 12am.
wanted to be the first to wish someone special on their special day.
hopefully i'll make it.XD

okay.must.stop.typing.==

always keep the faith!

ps:ily

okay.
my ulcer is officially killing me! TT

i accidentally bit it last thurs..
at first i thought it was nothing..
but then on friday night..things start to get worse.
and i've been suffering from it until this second.
11.35pm on a monday night.
wow.
i cant even speak correctly now..
every pronounciation hurt so much..
gosh..even smiling hurts!

to make things worse, i went back to waipo's hse on sat after tuition to join a party thrown for our cousie, maxon, who amazingly scored 10As(and 2Bs..XD)..and which i havent congratulate in person.==
so...CONGRATS!^^ you really deserved it ;)
hm..this certainly puts a whole lot more pressure on me and wen==
well, that wasnt the main problem, the main problem was, they have decided to throw a barbeque party.
at first i was trying to read my book, not caring abt everyone else, because my ulcer is already torturing me and i was avoiding myself from making it worse..(and also i was kinda pissed that ppl are fcking trashing on me abt the bloody free tickets..if i AM able to go would i still be there with you retards?!==)
but sadly..
i still counldnt help it at last as i got no where else to hide, and started to help them barbeque.
and at the end not willing to give away the chicken wing i've been bbqing for almost half and hour..
i ate it.
and then drank root beers (which i didnt finish..xP)
and well, the rest is history.

anyway,
friday duty last week has turned out better than i thought.
sure, NOBODY except us were there and quite alot of ppl didnt go..
and yea..it was pretty boring..
but i kinda enjoyed myself.
and to my surprise..
i'm starting to like the skinny Pn. Tan.
she is surprisingly way nicer than how i used to picture her that day..
the good thing abt her is..
she might be strict at times, but she still cares for us..i think.==
and she is quite nice to talk to, too.
unlike someone. cough the fat one cough

and i have spent the whole friday afternoon last week sleeping..
yes. because i have woke up on 6.45am that day.
and the first thing i woke up was to found out that sooann has left me a few missed calls..
i called her back and guess what..
she's got tickets to the suju con.
and it was so kind of her to have asked me first.
i dno why i'm getting so emotional on this..
but yea..i was really touched when i heared that i was the first one that came into her mind.XD
the sad thing is though, i've turned her down.
dno how the hell did that happened..but i've made my decision, and even though i regret it now..
ntg can be done.==
but i'm glad vikki took my place though.^^
cant wait to ask her all those ques abt them..
especially my baby ryeowookie~! :D
oh well..
atleast now i dont have to worry nt having enough money when my 5 babies decided to stop by.^^

by the time we got back from waipo's hse it was ard around 7pm..
after 2 hrs of long and rainy ride home..
i nv thought i'd be able to fall asleep at the squashy back of the car..==
saw a rainbow in our way to the restaurant...wen noticed it first^^
and bumped into chishan in the restaurant.^^
i so envy her pretty hair and skinny-ish slim body that can nv grow fat..xD
oh, and played the games in my bros phone..
nv knew they could be so addictive.XD

well, there goes my 1 week holiday.
and i think i've spent almost everyday with my dearest wenyi.XD

hmm..today school was as usual..
except we took back our results and we have bball players frm other schools walking back and forth outside our classrooms.==
didnt spot any cute ones, but did bumped into some primary school guys that didnt recognize me.==
got back our final mod maths mark, bm paper 2, bio paper and sej paper 1.
91/100, 69/110, 58/80, 23/40.
ntg to be proud of, honestly.==
bt i am quite surprise that my bio got such high marks.(i wasnt expecting anything because bio has nv been my strong subject==)
all i can think of saying now is thank you ms. pearl! xD
gosh..alot more results yet to be taken.
tmr somemore..
wow.==

currently reading PS. I Love You..
borrowed it frm shinyi.^^( i shall borow the last song frm you when your finish, geehuey!xD)
i rmb i used to see everyone reading it a few years ago and was thinking what is wrong with them..==
well, now i understand.
just started today..been using all my free time at school and at home to read..
reaching half of the book..i'm a slow reader..i know.==
it was quite nice and i was going to keep reading it until my ulcer got too painful to bear that i cant concentrate anymore.==
tried everythig(except salt!i'm NEVER using that!)..and yet all the effect only lasted awhile..
and now i'm starting to feel sick.TT

gosh, reading books always makes me realise how fast time can past..
and how fast memories can fade..
therefore i think i'm gna blog as much as i can now so that i'll be able to piece all these little insignificant bits of my life together when i'm old.XD
honestly, i dont even rmb what happened last last friday..
and not to mention last year..
time just passes so fast and everything seems to be flying by..
too fast for me to grab hold of it and save it in this tiny head of mine.
i hate this kind of feeling..
if i had a DSLR, i think i'd take pictures of things/ppl around me everyday..

oh, and i just realised i was always half asleep when i'm blogging.
so many errors.OO
or is it just because my english sucks?OO

ok.i shall stop now.
man, i have got to stop writing pointless long posts like this one.
and ouch, my ulcer just twitched again.TT
to top it all off, i got my bloody you know what.==
fuck.
it hasnt been that great of a day..
and this fcking retarded ulcer is really starting to get on my nerves now.
i better go get some sleep.==
dummy, how i wish you are here with me right now..:')

always keep the faith!

Lucky me?

hmm..
yesterday(wed) turned out pretty well,
even though we didnt get to watch alice.
but it was nice though, getting to catch up abit with the 3 smart girls^^
gosh, i'm really gna miss you , meiwan!TT
wish you all the best in ns!
and meitin, felicia, dont forget to come find us yea ;)

was gonna go out with jiyin today..
but mum was sick.so..yeah.
was really looking forward to it..well, we'll have to meet some other time then.
my lil teddy bear needs a rest anyway.
miss you lots though, jiyin dear~

have to go to school tmr..MORNING summore..
and i think i'm gna kena nag again..==
i'm lazy and obviously nt leader material.
cant blame me for nt doing my job right.:X
just printed the duty roster..last minute..
counldnt find the installation cd for the new printer..
luckily i found the online installation and downloaded it..
and i have to admit, the new multifunction printer is pretty awesome :DD
hope tmr's 4 hrs will past asap.xP

shld be doing the project with suyinn tmr afternoon:)
hopefully she rmbers what jam ariff said..
cause i cant remember anything..
and i havent even started anything..:O
sorry ms lim, please dont kill me..TT

woke up at 2..
saved some pics and dld some songs today..
then ate ALOT of apples :D
and thats pretty much my whole day..==
gonna start reading the new book i bought yest..soon.
heh, another one by cecilia ahern.
bet its gna be another nice one;)

and i'm so confused.
did that something that i thought happened yest night REALLY happened?
am i who i think i am now?
cause it seemed so unbelievable..
and i found myself looking at my inbox the whole day wondering..
is this real?
or..do i want it to be real?
==
wish me luck tmr..

always keep the faith!

Okay, stop.

okay..
its been awhile..
nt much had happened..but i have quite alot to crap abt..
let see how many can i rmb shall we?:)

hmm..wen said i've been using 'i know' alot lately..
omg..really?
fuck. that was one of pseen's famous catch phrase..:O
i have got to stop picking up ppls words and using them as my own.
someone PLS stop me.

and yeah..i bloody FAILED my addmaths!
39/90..nt really fail la..bt i might as well be..==
i'm a failure. i have failed you terry!==
and to top it up, the second day, i got back my mod maths which i was more scared of because it was harder that the sual exercises and i'm pretty sure i've got some of the ans wrong..
but i've got a 90/100..ntg like i've ever expected..
i didnt mean to brag la..xD..(90's nt that high anyway in my class==)
but, they are both maths you know...and LOOK at the DIFFERENCE!
and i got 63/100 for my chem..TT
it was my fav subject..:(

okay, i have to stop stressing over some stupid exam marks..
god..its like i'm turning into ONE of THEM..
:OOO
no way am i going to let that happen.

okay, so its holidays now!:D
finally!
it has only been a month but it felt like years..
and i cannot believe this is like the last hols we can really enjoy !
before ppl starts shoving hworks and projects onto our face.
ugh, and i cant believe half of it is already gone.,
noooo...TT

the past 4 days(including today) of hols was pretty nice though..
been spending everyday of it with dearest wen..XD
and alot of food..XD

(sat)
went to art class and bm on sat..
so happy to see ms.lim again..she's still as young and pretty as always..XD
and yea...my drawing skills are like totally gone after quiting art for just 1 yr..TT
bm..was tiring..==
but the new location is really very big!xD

(sun)
sat at home and watch YES man with wen and fam..
it was pretty funny..XD

(mon)
went to watch remember me and had newyork deli+zanmai yest..
i still cant get rob pattinson out of my head..
i know he looks disgusting and all..with the hair especially==
but in the movie he's just so..different.oO
anyways,

(tue)
today went for two tuitions and visited dessert's bar! (thx to pn.yap's picture of bombe alaska!xD)
gah..me and wen ordered 4 super awesome desserts..
and that made our day, and dinner.^^
took some pics in there..(duh..XD)
and the bill is only RM33!:D
33=jaejae's num for me..
we sat on a table with no.33 yest too!
talk about coincidence..X)

(wed)
nt really sure how tmr's outing gna work out..
best friends? vs. librarians?==
i wanted to go with the first, but chose the later one..
FELICIA, MEI TIN & MEI WAN deserves a celebration for their flying colours in spm!;)
congrats to all those who have gotten their results..
especially the 4 of you!^^
wish you guys all the best in your bright future yea..
gosh, i hope tmr's nt the last time we'll meet up again..
and i hope it wont end up teary tmr..TT

oh, and my face is getting worse..
dno what the hell happened, but zits zre sprouting out..
and my dark circles are getting darker..TT
guess it has smthg to do with onlining till 2:28am in the morning..==
bt i slept VERY early for the few days ago..
this is the only night i've been onlining for so long..
and plus, i cleanse, tone, moist everyday!
whr the hell did i go wrong?:'(

my 5 babies,
as usual, i still miss you guys hell lots.
saw a vid posted by jaebom himself doing a cover of a song he liked.
i'm nt a big fan, bt i loved it.
it must have been so touching for hottest after that heartbreaking news..
gosh.
this just made me wonder,
what are the 5 of you doing?
i know you're all busy with your work..
but..did you guys still stay connected to each other?
do you call each other everynight?
do you still go out and have a drink together without anyone knowing?
do you still remember...?
i wish i have the answers to those.


oh, and the restaurant name was Bulgogi.
sorry for the mistake made.


okay, my eyes really need some rest now..
i feel so stupid waiting for something that will nv happen.==

my hands are freezing and my lip is cracking and my eyes are drying..
i better go get some sleep now since i have to wake up tmr in the morning and i cant use any mask anymore due to my stupid zit face.(they are nt pimples!xP)

i just remembered i owe mum 100 bucks..
TT
well, there goes my savings..

why cant you just hold my hands instead of just feeling like it, dummy?:(
i cant believe this feeling came growing again after yesterday..
and the fact that its still mutual, its just so..weird.

always keep the faith!

When I Fall ©

original song : When I Fall - After School

*PS: below are the lyrics rewritten by yours truly..*cough*mua..XD
do not read it if you're not interested.
if there are any comments, i'd be glad to hear them..IF that is.==
oh, and a little reminder: my english is very broken X)


Falling so hard, head over heels, crazy for you
Trying so hard to get over the you i once knew
Always failing everytime when i start to miss you
Secretly hoping you'd knew how i feel. Oh...
Thinking that maybe tears, can wash away this confusion
But then they only brought back memories of you

When i fall, missing you when you're not around.
Cause when i fall, you're all i can think about.
My heart skips a beat whenever you look into my eyes, baby..
I'll fall in love with you.

No need for words, when you're right here, nothing can go wrong
Dont have to care, with you right here, nothing else matters
Its the way you are,
that pretty smile you always wear when you look my way.
I wanna call you my boo, my boo.
How i want to tell you, all the words i kept in my heart
But i just cant bare, seeing us fall apart

When i fall, you're always there to cheer me up.
Cause when i fall, i know you'll pull me right back up.
The way you make me smile and cry got me so tangled up, baby.
I'll fall in love with you

I cant seem to figure out how i end up feeling this way
All the time that we have spend and all the laughs we've shared.
Oh i really miss you now,
want you here by my side right now,
need you here more than ever now.
Wont you promise me, that you will always stay.

Cause you're the only one i trust, oh
you're the reason i still have faith...

When i fall, you always make things feel alright.
Cause when i fall, you'll always be in my sight.
Even thought i know that we can never be together, baby.
I'll fall in love with you.

I'll fall in love with you.


© tayzoe-yi(http://www.zoeyunhoxd.blogspot.com/)


~always keep the faith!~

Changed.

omg..
it took me so bloody long to change this skin..
then i found out it was actually very easy..==

all i had to do was replace the template..
i dont even have to change or add in those codes..
because blogger can actually help me keep them..
and just with one click..
the skin is diff..and my blog still have all its gadjets and stuff..
and i can even arrange them in any order i want still using the blogger features..
without having to go edit those stupid codes that i'll never understand.
god.
why didnt anybody tell me earlier that i can actually do that?TT

anyways,
studied abit physics..
hopefully i'll get to answer the paper..TT

and oh, did i mention i've got a new pair of specs?:D
with dark purple full frames..
it's like those slightly bigger in sized ones..which i've always wanted.
heh, i shall do all my best to take care of you^^

hmm..had dinner with wen and aunt and mummy..
in a korean restaurant in kota dmsara named Bukbulgi.?(nt sure==)
LOVED their food..
very nice food in affordable prices..:)
and she even put on kor music shows!:DDD
saw 2pm, G-D, TaeYang, Kara, BEG, GG, Suju, Seunggi, ShinHe, YongHwa, 2am, SonDamBi, AS...etc.
gah..was so happy :DD
but abit too full tho..==

good food plus good show and a great friend really made my day..;D


just came online today to reskin my blog..
heh..i loved this new one..:)

i guess i'll stop here now.
wish me luck ?:D


always keep the faith!

finally, a new post :D

its been two weeks since i've come online.
OO

and now, i cant stop..
even though i dont feel like doing anything at all.
and my eyes are as tired as hell..
not to mention how bad my back hurts..==
anyways, tried to change the template for a change..
but failed badly.
so i gave up in the end and came to post this.xP

exam week was...scary.
i dno what was wrong with me but i've been studying.
even though its last minute thing,
but i honestly can remember some of those things that i never can..
atleast thats how i recall it.==
i can actually visuallize some of the pages out..
but i just cant seem to get the words right..
and the correct answers apparently.

well, i bet you sure think after all that studying i'd ace everything..
but no. hell no.
the exam is so DAMN hard!
even the whole class of smart ass ppl complain about it!
yes, its really damn hard.
starting from the 1st paper which was bm1.
my god. i think my jaw dropped when i saw the questions..
yeah..and it was the 1st paper..
so there goes all my confidence..==

even chemistry was hard for me..
and i'm supposed to be good at it.TT
it was the only science sub i realy liked and i've never even gotten a B for it..
and this time...i just hope i can atleast get a B..TT
and addmaths.
god..i was okay with a few..but not sure also..
and i actually left quite alot of them blank.OO
oh, and even MATHS was tough this time.
MATHS for crying out loud.
i studied for both bio and sej and moral..
memorized all i could..
but i still cant answer alot of them..
so as usual, just crapped out what i'm able to think of..;)

after friday i felt so reliefed..
well, exams not over yet..
but it felt like it is.
especially after bio on thurs..
god..i was so relaxed when i got home that i ate so damn much junk..
yeah..but next week's physic, bm, english and chinese is still unavoidable.
:(

this 2 weeks i was so damn confused..
my thoughts are all so messed up..
so i kept focusing on studying..
and just when all my silly thoughts are almost gone today..
you showed up again.
which..i'm kinda glad you did.
but sometimes i just cant understand you==
dont you even have any urge to send me even a msg at all through the whole week?
i bloody miss you, dummy.
cant you tell?

hmm..
lets see..
i continued the book i was reading, nineteen minutes today..
but couldnt stand it can came online..
grabbed quite an amount of pics..
especially my yun's who just flew to LA.
all the best to you my dear, now you're just another thousand more miles apart from me...:')
anyways, seriously, all the best to you :)
and the 4 of you too.
in whatever you're doing now.

i miss you guys..
i miss saving those pictures until i can feel my fingers anymore..
i miss those days where i can always get to see you guys and
i miss the days when i get to know waht you guys are up too an all that..

but it was a good thing i guess..
you guys really needed a break..and i hope you guys will take good care of yourselves for us during this period of time..
and i shall focus as much as i can on my studyings :)

dad agreed that i should be a photographer or reporter in the future..
so i guess i'm taking mass comm now..
well...just a thought..but i may just be sticking to it..
since it has a wide range of selections and both my dad and aunt can help me with it..
so..maybe..yea..
then i guess i'd better work on my sociallizing skills..
i mean the title has communication in it..OO

oh, and just found out the fray's songs are all pretty awesome;)


well, its really late now..(or early?==)
i should go take a sleep now..
lets not forget i still have to study tmr..==

sorry ms. lim...
i'll attend your art class next week okay?
this time i'll make sure i'll be there 9 in the morning...(hopefully)
miss you lots..hope you know that..

and will someone pls remind me to go find jam ariff before school ends?
because i kept forgetting then by the time i went to find him he's nt there..==
so..yea.


gah.
STRESSFUL.
but i feel kinda good today though XD

oh, and i just thought of junho(junsu's twin)'s mv teaser that was released today..
he looks as cute as ever..
but the worst has happened..
his first debut song was a CHINESE song..
omg...and his stage name is now ZUNO..
wtf?
i like him.
but i'm sorry, i do not like THAT.
(maybe for now la..==)
(and fyi, i DO LOVE chinese songs!)
oh, and dave's got a new parody..(and some part of the vid he was just so friggin adorable!XD)
i would prefer if his voice was the only thing i hear in the whole song tho..
just an opinion==

which reminds me, i think i'm done with when i fall's lyrics..
shall post it next time..XD

okay..thats all i can think of now.
till the next time then^^
(PS: DONT YOU JUST LOVE MY BLOG'S NEW AWESOME HEADER?XD)

always keep the faith!