doushite...?

morning: dreamland :D

afternoon: touched and happy
woke up at noon straight away rush out to ou..
to catch valentine's day with wenyi and her friend huiyien :)
it was such a nice movie..so friggin sweet...^^
LOVE it.XD

evening: BORED and tired.
went to terry.
reminded me of exam and homework.
goodness. i really need to start snapping out from all the fun and games..
two more days to go.
wait, make that one.
SHIT...TT
(and yes, i complain abt nt having enough time and yet here i am, staring blankly at the comp with ntg to do :))

night: sad, shocked then better?
i couldnt log in to facebook. for no reasons..
and my name cant be found.
i was so scared just now.
my first thought was : OMG! MY PET SOCIETY! OO
immediately i called wen..haha..
luckily after several refreshes just like my bro said so..
things start to change and..
finally okay ady :D
yuan lai got ppl wanna hack my acc..==
so i changed the password, hopefully this wont happen again.

and..yeah..
so what do we do now?
now that we both know the fact..
i dno if its a good thing or not..
because it just make things more awkward..
we dont even talk anymore..so why the hell do i still feel this way?
i just hate the fact that i cant bloody get rid of this feeling,,
even though i know that we can never be.

doushite, kimi wa suki ni natte shimattan darou?

anyway, tmr shld be a nice day.
;D
nites then :)

always keep the faith~

a new beginning :)

omg..
i got so many things to blog about..xD
first of all,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D
新年快了! :DD

heh..
i had quite a great cny..
sat dinner was boring..bt went to suyinn's hse at night..
watched fireworks and enjoyed a movie called ' Spirited Away'..(aka 千与千寻)
this was the second time i watched it,but it felt like 1st cause the last time i watch it..
for what i remember, i wasnt even old enough to understand what's really going on.==
anyways, had fun. it was nice chatting with her :D
and i'm so sry for nt asking you to come over...yet.
haha..just looking fr the right time xP
spend half of the 1st day (sun) sleeping..xD
but went to waipo's hse on tue afternoon..
at first it was kinda awkward and all..
but i think after that it went on quite well..
especially when we started gambling :DD
but i lost ard 40 bucks tho..TT
super sorry ah di..xP
and summore he came back alone on wed..bcause we all wna stay for another day while he cant cause he have meetings on the 2nd day..
so we went back with wen they all.
well, waipo's hse wa really quite fun, for me, being able to hang out will all my dearest relatives..
more like the one i like :D
ok, anyways,
it was fun, cant think of anything special right now..
but yeah..
the weather is friggin hot tho.
i mean really, very HOT.
and by the time i reach home,
i fell asleep straight away after showering.xP


so today,(thurs)
is our Chang Min's bday! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANG MIN! ;)

may you be blessed with health, joy, and everything throughout the year :)
and wish you all the best is your bright future..
no matter how old you are you'll always be our little cutie SCC. XD

woke up at 12 and went to frilla's hse to hang for awhile..
watched ju-on (on cny i know wtf==) which they asked me to buy and i intentionally left it at her hse after that.
missed them alot..really happy to see them today :)
and get to lie on frilla's nice, soft, comfy bed :D

then later went to watch 'True Legend" with wen and her fam.
got 1st rows..==..
but it was nice :)
the story is kinda predictable and all, but it's the kungfu scenes that i look forward to anyway xP
jay chou appearance really made me laugh till my stomach hurts tho XD

oh, and got to catch up abit with my 5 babies..:)
LOVE THE NEW SONG!

'WITH ALL MY HEART' :')

so yea, that's pretty much all i can think of right now.
here's ur update Mrs. Kim Vikki!xD
shoot. gt movie at 1;30 tmr..OO
and yeah..it's been quite a busy week..
i havent even finish my book==
so yea..h/w is still left untouched..
havent started studying also.
really dno how to cope with hectic school schedules anymore.
i just hope i can atleast finish my addmaths ==

*to be honest, the reason i'm still blogging st this hour is bacause i'm waiting for my dls to finish. so yea..one more to go.xP
okay, nites then ;)

ps:ily silly, honestly.


always keep the faith!

a lone

i just found out that i'm a total sucker for romantic songs and stories..
wtf?!==
valentine's day is coming..
so is cny..==
and exam is just 2 weeks away..
which means afetr chinese new year, go back to school for one week to study or wtv shit..
then exam.
i know.
stupid right?
havent even started studying..and obviously not in the mood to do so..
all i can think of now is how to celebrate my cny :D
wna drink, gamble, shoppp ;))

and as for valentines day..
haha..i dont think a box of chocolate can reach korea in perfect shape..
and def not sure whether or not it will get into the right hands..
so..i guess i'll just spend this year's like every other year before.
alone.
probably will be looking at pictures of you while listening to your beautiful voice sing..:)

lol. i sounded kinda pathetic up there dont i?==
ugh..gotta stop listening to those songs...
and gotta stop imagining things that are never going to happen..
or perasaning over a few insignificant words.
that is plain meaningless.


anyways,
so happy tmr dont need to stay back :D
now just cant wait till 1pm tmr.
which reminds me..
lim soo ann, you better bring my calculator!
i still got PLENTY of addmaths hw to be finished..
so..yea.
oh,
and shinki got a new song preview released today.
its called With all my Heart. (aww...xD)
even though its very rough preview, but the lyrics are so sweet..
and their voice is still amazing..
cant wait for the clear full version to be out :D
and hopefully my Break Out BIGEAT VER. :DD will arrive safely at my doorstep before or after i balik kg..

cant think of anything else to write==
so i shall stop here.


always keep the faith :)

you make me cry :')

school is freaking hot today..
and lots of homework to be done..
handed in the spm form and now kinda worried..?==

but i'm CURRENTLY quite happy :)

thanks to my 5 babies..xD


finally went back to forum..
quite alot of pics la..only checked shinki's, yun's and susu's..
but it was less than i thought..
hehe..saved almost all of them ady..
dled alot too.
and sang along with my fav songs..out loud..
:D

i cried when i saw a yoosu pic..
honestly, i lovee seeing them fooling around together like that..
it seem more..real to me.
and i'm really touched by that pic..:')
and those super nice and hq ones..xP


happiness..
its just so much easier..
with the 5 of you around.

so close yet so far.
even though you are a billion miles away..
but you'll always be inside my heart.
so real yet so vivid.
but it doesnt matter,
because all i know is..
we will always stand by each other :)


always keep the faith!

11...><"

wow.
today was a very very hot day.
like those kinda days that make you wanna slap someone right in the face==
bt luckily i'm in an air-conditioned room now :D

and i was sleepy as usual in school..
in fact, i almost collapsed during moral oO
my eyelids just so bloody heavy..
even though i slept at 11.30pm yest==

anyways, that is not the point.
the point is,
i have spent almost half the day figuring out an add-math ques that even zhenming'the pro' dont even know how to do..==
i asked shin ying and she got it la..but she said is very long..
and ques 4..i dont think anyone knows how to do that..==
ok..
so i went to ask terry at addmath tuition tonight..
and he did the 1st one within 2 minutes!
and he didnt even have to think or even use a CALCULATOR!
he just write a few numbers and then zing..
out comes the answer.
MY GOD.
and he did question 4 too..
OO

i know..
haha..
that piece of paper..or as wen say it'THE HOLY PAPER'..(i know it sounds kinda wrong)is currently in my hands..
and i'm planning to go laminate it and keep it forever..XD
yeah..and wen also told me some pretty LAME jokes that got me laughing like a mad cow..xP

anyways, also called Ms.Lim my former and to-be art teacher :D
too bad i had to call her during tuition, so i cant really chat with her..(><)
but she was so happy that i called, which made me even happier!:D
and she also support me to take arts and say she would love to guide me through it.
AWW..
thank you so much Ms.Lim...:)
i just hope you wont scold me because i dont think i can remember anything anymore after a whole year ==
and my mum also encourage me to take..
and plus, i have su yinn to teman me in school because she is currently taking arts too..

so i have decided..
that i'll be taking arts for my spm too..
that makes it 11 subjects..
11

oO
i just hope i can manage..
and i wont regret my decision..

(hopefully more ppl will teman me take..the more the merrier!;D)



btw,
the new facebook homepage sucks!
and i think i just saw a tiny thumbnail of junsu kissing another girl in the musical 'Mozart' (aka Xiahzart! ;D)
i'm really speechless..
and my heart kinda broke at the moment i saw it.
TT
my junsu...TT
my candy kim...TT

but i'll have to face it sooner or later.
and it just means that i definately have got more pics to save now..

oh shit!
still got add maths left..TT
i shall do it tmr morning then..
ugh..
another fking wednesday.
it used to be ok i gues..
but now its all fked up..
thanks to our 'beloved' asshole ah wong!


oh well,
i'm tired..so i guess i shall go sleep now then..
oh, and thanks for the puff crust, dad :)
and coming early to fetch me, mum :)

and thanks, perasan bud!xD


always keep the faith!

nag.nag.nag. :O

my god..
such a tiring week..
and can you believe another week flew by? just like that?!

TT

anyway,
happy birthday my dearest Yunho :)

sorry i wasnt in a cheery mood today><
in fact, this whole week..or maybe even since school reopened.

ugh, still cant believe the fact that i just wasted my saturday like this..
my precious-used-to-be-school-free saturday..TT
because i kept thinking it was a friday.

speaking of friday...this week's duty went pretty well for me..
the probates are all nicer and friendlier than i expected :D
and they are very rajin too..
lets hope they stay that way now shall we?;)

it's been a week(or more) since i've really came online and search for shinki stuffs..
man..i dont even know anything anymore..
i suddenly feel so lost..TT
mianhe my babies..

havent even started studying..
and exams are like 1 month away now?
i mean, how the hell do they expect me to study in a condition like this?
my head is spinning..
and i cant even read story books now because my eyes become so sore after that..
i even feel tired typing this now..==
and all those bloody activities..
homeworks..TT
HOMEWORKS!!!

gah..i need TIME!
and A LIFE apparently.

okay, my eyes are half-closed now..
and i have a tuition tmr frm 12 to 2..
and i dont really like that tuition..==
ugh..
well, there goes my weekend then.
wasted yet again.

am i the only one stressing out here now?
man, even zits are starting to pop out..TT
but i cleanse, tone, moist everyday!

not to mention i have other issues to worry about.
i dno why the hell i get so pissed so easily about every single little thing these days..
i feel like a 'mei xuen'..xD(no offence==)
you used to care for me..(at least that's what i thought)
and now you dont even bother saying hi to me anymore..
i know what i said, but i was confused that time, i was scared.
and now i only wish that somehow there would be someone there for me to talk to and complain to..
a friend that i can trust.
i wish sometimes i wouldnt be so bloody arrogant..
and so self-concious about everything..

how i wish i can just live life without having to care for anything at all.


UGHHHH
F*CKKKKKKKK
F this friggin year man!

*calms down...take a deep breath..

okay, lets end this with some happy thoughts..
i saw then fed and patted a little kitten that was SUPER ADORABLE yesterday night..that got me so hyper :D
i think i'm starting to like the book i'm reading..(but its just so tiring..to READ==)
and my hse is currently filled with chocolates..:D
maltesers, choclettes, m&ms and also my fav yoghurt drinks :)
oh, and i've also wriiten lyrics using the music of 'When I Fall" from after school..
just LOVE that song:)..lyrics currently in process of touching up)
i also discovered i can actually type without looking at the keyboard..
i made quite alot of errors la..but its good enough for me:)
and 'Oh' by sone is currently stuck in my head..==
yeah, i think that's pretty much all.


always keep the faith :)
yes, i'm still keeping and will eternally be keeping the faith!;D