down.low.deep.

gosh..
friday really brought my mood down.
never been so pissed and bored and tired at the same time.(i guess?==)
all i can say is..
friday is not the same anymore.:(

hmm..went ou with wen today..
hehe..nxt time SURE must go try gelato fruity ady..
and go etude 'lap fo'!!XD
and i wanna watch up.!!

anyways,
i cant believe i actually cried when i saw that yun and ara pic.
i'm gnna climb to jaejae or susu there ady!!TT
but i cant.><
i know i shld be able to accept this..
i have always said that i'm gna support you no matter what happens.
and that i will always stand by you..and support your choices.
and i think i'm still able to do so.
all i need is time....to chill?==
i always thought that i can accept these things easily.
guess i thought wrong.

urgh..so tiring these 2 days..
been applying diff colours of nailpolish over and over again..
until i beh tahan ady..==
then keep watching tv..
even tho what i wanted to watch is not on..
sometimes its nice to drown urself in the world of moving pictures.
and forget abt the rest.
just for that lil while.:)

this holiday dosent feel like a holiday at all..
i cant sleep..
so many thoughts are running through my head..
and there are tonnes of tuitions awaiting me..
and not to mention projects...uh..
that i'm totally clueless ofT__T

and i'm really not in the mood these two days..
i have to say that going to ou with wen and walking around aimlessly actually cheered me up abit.
hehe..the fun of walking around..and nt being alone.:)

i'm so tired now, eyes so sore also after that heartbreaking moment.><
i REALLY dont like the tuition tmr..
but i must go anyways..haiz..
then mon have to go for the same thing again.TT
and i really cant fall asleep now.
i wanted to put lots of pictures.
but the loading keep failing.
so yea..i dont bother doing so anymore.

how do you expect me to study now?
i dont even feel touching any school-related shit anymore.
haiz...:(

one week is definately not enough...
for me atleast.><