Bitter-ish Heart

been rushing hworks..
doing some addmaths..
studying some bio..
eating oily meals..
and now zits are popping out on my right cheek.
wtf?

finish bio went to watch tv..
finally saw autumn concerto on tv..
strted at 11 and ended at 12.==
but i'm kinda addicted to it now.
cause that main character somehow reminded me of yun.
his single eyelid..cute little smirks..
and his hair..OO
came online for awhile just to check on hotel city and blah.
then accidentally found out this news.
i knew this was coming.
but this hit me too suddenly..
and at all the wrong timing..
i was crying before i even read through it..

fuck you stupid shitass LSM!!!!!

*chills
everything's gonna be okay, right?:)


gosh.have to stay back again tmr.
then weekend will be doing arts and kerja amal.
how fun.==
been alone almost all the time lately.
dont even feel like pretending to smile anymore.
i'm such an anti-social now.
think its time for me to change the future course i had in mind.
how does business sound?:D

sigh.
so so depressed right now.
and tired as hell.
was planning to apply mask for photoshoot tmr..
but i guess its no use now.
well, its really no use anyway..
why pretend to be happy when you cant even fake out a smile.
life can be such a bitch sometimes..
gosh..
i'm such a bitter person..x)


oh well,
always keep the faith!:')