all i need

mum...
i just wanted to say i'm sorry..
everytime i have any problems or if i'm unhappy..
i'll throw all of them on you..
even though its not your burden to bare..
i'll blame you and say all those stuff that i dont really mean.
i know saying sorry after all those dosent mean any thing anymore..
the damage is already done.
and all i can say is...
i really am very sorry.

i love you, mum.

and bud..
i'm sorry i'm not a good friend or advisor..
bt thx for temaning me yea:)
if it wasnt for you..
i dno how the hell i can last till today.XP(sound so serious..==)

yeah..
i can slowly feel the distance now..
seems like everything i've held on to for so longis finally going to fall apart..
well..nothing last forever..
yet..somehow...i dont want this to end.


lol..
since when i become so emo wan><><>
(omg..tomorrow shinki miro con in beijing,china!oO..
gahh.gotta go grab pics tomorrow morning..if possible before the new batch comes in.XD)