numb

the cold i feel in my fingers..
it stings..
yet..the pain seems like a relief to me..
atleast now i got something to distract me from..
all those silly thoughts that were never meant to be real.
staring blankly ahead..
me feet kept moving..
even though i'm all worn up inside.

how i wish..
the coldness that made my fingers numb..
can do the same thing to my heart.

i'm in pieces..
and i dont really know why..
i hate feeling lonely..
but somehow i hope everyone will leave me alone now..
just for awhile..


let me mend my own broken soul.