my wants.

its kind of like an emo one, so after finish writing and pasting it here,
i've decided to smallen it.==
have fun readingXD

Ugh..just kinda unhappy now..dad offered me a new phone of his?N96..he said he didnt need it and its time for me to change my phone..well..the phone is noce and all that..5MP summore...just the MP that suits me.>< but somehow i felt kinda angry all of a sudden?OO
i didnt want to type this but since i'm infront of my comp now and i cant find anything real special to write abt.. so yea..anyways... i somehow think that my mum asked my dad to do so to keep me from buying a new phone.i know i shldnt do that..especially when my dad is facing some serious econ crisis..buthen all i want is just a SAMSUNG STAR/ GT-S5233Sits just RM899 and its a touch screen phone and summore it resembles my fav, Haptic..but no...he MUST give me a new super nice phone i cant resist and then blames me when i broke it.(he dosent really blame me la, but i can see it written on his face and worse, that makes me feel guilty.)well, the first disaster strikes when i got my PDA, i drooped it a few times and it broke. then my N93 got stolen, and then my second N93 sot sot ady with the memory, then he gave me a new samsung phone, it was going on well until last sept its screen sudd went black and it can never be open again and i still havent go fix it.so now i'm using a simple navigator that works perfectly fine for me and still in good condition but i'm sick of having a phone that i dont really like. i mean its ok and nice but i just dont love it?>fuck.
and plus, he'd say that i can use my allowance on my own free will..i've been saving all year and now i just want a freaking phone!i'l use my own savings! they would never even notice it since the money is kept by me for so long now .DAMN.i shouldnt have got so excited just now.shldnt have let my mum know that i despoly want a new phone.DAMNIT!
uhh..ppl might find me childish, selfish or 'buxiao'..but pls, i cant always take whatever my dad gives me just because he has got an extra and dosent know where to put it right? it shldnt be my fault that my dad dosent know when to stop helping his friends out by taking some stupid phones as replacement for their debts.why must y dad be so nice when it comes to things like that?fuck those cheap assholes!
okay, i think i should shut up now.i know at the end of the day i'll end up getting ppl tell me i shld take that phone because on anyway you look at it its still better. the phone and the saving money part.but the main point is,
i dont like it and its NOT what i want.
sigh, akth!!!!!(ps: sry for the bad english, 'harshness'?== and typo errors><>