rainyblue?

today is a rainy day..
the air is cooling..its nice..lovee it..:)
woke up at 1 and took a shower..
then came downstairs and went online + watch tv..
thx to vikki for linking me to some very touching videos..
really make my eyes water..
and now i feel like ntg else matters as long as i have shinki by my side.
the 5 of them together..
thats all that matters.
i dont know how to describe the way i feel towards that lawsuit issue anymore.
i know that if the3 of them go back, they surely will be tortured..
i realy think they've made the right decision to speak out for themselves..
because none of us would want to see them suffer any longer right?
but somehow...
i still want the 5 of them to be together..
even though i dont want them to get hurt anymore..
i cant let go of them..
i will fall apart if they do.
but if they dont, they will get hurt again..and the torture will get worse.

i'm so confused now.
tmr got MAMA live..
i got channel V, but gna balik kampung..TT
some say they are nt watchng cause only the 3 of them will be there..
but if i have the chance, i'll watch it.
i miss them. i really really do.

Shinki, we believe in you!
and will support you no matter what happens in the future!

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!