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GOD.

i really need a life here:(

been holding in so much tears these days..
dont even feel like talking to anyone else anymore..
i wish there was just someone i can talk to though..
someone that'd understand.

how i wish..

and how i wish i can actually speak anything in my mind out in english without having to translate it in my head first.
yeah.that really sucks.;(
and how i wish i dont feel this way right now.

i wanted to cry..because i miss you..
yet i cant find the reason why..
i know you like someone else..
but yet i'm stupid enough to think that i like you..
i know all i need is time.
but thats the only thing i'm lacking now.
school, hw, activities..
all brainless stuffs..(mostly==)
by the time i reach home i was so tired i dont feel like doing anything else anymore.
gosh, sometimes its like i dont even have the time to think anymore.

i just wanna break down and cry..

hahahahaha...

i'm a lame, boring, pathetic, useless and lifeless loser :D
yes, i know.


i know:(