tired

yes.
yes i am.

tuitions, homeworks, activities.

i need more me time.TT

and definately need more sleeping time.

i want my old life back.
i cant handle such 'hecticness'.==
they say form 5 is supposed to be the best year.
well, it's only been one and a half week and i'm already half dead.
more lifeless than ever.
goodness, everyday of school feels sooo long...
i feel like it's been months already!
ugh, still not in the 'study mood'.
i didnt even feel like talking anymore.
cause talking requires energy..
and my battery is wearing out.
and not to mention my loss of money..
i have to stopped buying canteen food.

gosh, i feel so old.
and scared.
and pissed.
and sad.
and tired.

it's complicated, i know.
well, conclusion is, it has only been like 8 days of school, and i'm already tired of it.


sorry for not being able to catch up with you guys shinki,
now even forum is betraying me..TT..i wont let me in.==
oh well..

i still got 2 essays to write, bc and english.
and my head is empty.
no idea, no mood.
blahhh...

shit, tmr gt that fatass's class.
fkingbullshit.
and have to stay for some library eeting till 4..
oh please..now is like wed to fri until 4pm..

why oh why?TT


yunjaechunsumin, i miss you guys:'(
always keep the faith!