work.work.& more work.

okay.
does not-giving-a-damn-to-anything-that-evolves-around-you make ppl smarter?
because i suddenly feel so bright today==
for i get to complete some addmath and physics ques i always end up using days to solve.
yeah..:D

however..
even though i've done those work..
i still have tons to do..TT
bm karangan..
bm & eng forum both coming up nxt week.
3 more tugasan harian drafts due on mon..
and the real thing due on 22==
kerja amal..sivik project..
terry's hwork..==(which i stop doing since who knows when==)
oh, and those stupid sej notes and exe! damn!
and to top it all up..
i have to hand in a freaking librarian report i have absolutely no idea how to write.

anyways...
the weather here is killing me..
literally==
it's alrdy hard enough to have to go throught the whole day of school..
and now there's this bloody hot weather.wow.
and not to mention how easy it is to stress urself even more
when you have all the time in the world to think to urself while the teachers are 'teaching'..
isnt it funny how some close friends can turn into acquiantances just like that?
go a few days without talking to each other..
and they stop telling you stuffs..
then after that you end up asking ques they didnt even bother to answer anymore.
yeah.
well..some anyway..and for me anyway.
are there any sociallizing class out there?
teaching you how to keep a friendship and all that kind of crap?
cause i think i need one right now.==

and frankly,
things are not quite working out.
i dno what went wrong..
but all those things that used to make me smile somehow just doesnt have the same effect on me anymore..
is it just me or is it that this is what you're having in mind too?
gosh, things couldnt have changed so fast right?...could they?

nvmind abt the upper part..
i was kind off pissed of even though i didnt want to care anymore..
but you fucking sinchew brainless shit asses!
cant you ppl ever put on some good news abt me babies?
all you ever take are those anti-fan-made RUMORS.
dont you know that you're working in a fucking newspaper company?
where you're supposed to put NEWS on it..
not some fucking rumours or your fucking opinions that nobody is interested to know.
screw you fucking shitheads la!
if its so hard for you to do your job PROFESSIONALLY,
then i'd rather you not air anything abt my babies AT ALL.
after all, ur standards are only up to those cheap hk news..
thank god this newspaper can nv get out of msia..
if nt it would be such a DISGRACE and HUMULIATION to all of us!

okay.i gotta chill.
it's not worth getting angry over some sh dickheads :)

shall try to do as many as i can for tugasan harian tonight.
and i really wonder how the librarian camp is gna work out.
tmr's gnna be a long day again.
oh well :)

and just so you know,
i'm still keeping the faith :D