you promised.

was gonna post abt my week.
but just before i came here.
vikki called.
and i heard a devastating news.
i can hear her voice shake as she told me.
and i froze.

i didnt cry at first..
my head is just filled with so many things to think about
but it's only when i hear their voice again..
that my heart sank.

this cannot be happening.
i WONT LET THIS HAPPEN.
I WONT!!!
but as much as i want to stop this from happening..
i cant do anything abt it.
i cant.

i dont know what to say honestly.
i dont feel like crying anymore.
i cant think of anything.

this happens all too sudden.

i still cant accept it.

but what i know is this..
that i'll keep the faith eternally..
and i'll hope to the end.
i still believe you, shinki.
i'll still stand by you.
no matter what happens.

i'll always keep the faith.


with all my heart,
a cassiopeia and bigeast.
for life.