Okay, stop.

okay..
its been awhile..
nt much had happened..but i have quite alot to crap abt..
let see how many can i rmb shall we?:)

hmm..wen said i've been using 'i know' alot lately..
omg..really?
fuck. that was one of pseen's famous catch phrase..:O
i have got to stop picking up ppls words and using them as my own.
someone PLS stop me.

and yeah..i bloody FAILED my addmaths!
39/90..nt really fail la..bt i might as well be..==
i'm a failure. i have failed you terry!==
and to top it up, the second day, i got back my mod maths which i was more scared of because it was harder that the sual exercises and i'm pretty sure i've got some of the ans wrong..
but i've got a 90/100..ntg like i've ever expected..
i didnt mean to brag la..xD..(90's nt that high anyway in my class==)
but, they are both maths you know...and LOOK at the DIFFERENCE!
and i got 63/100 for my chem..TT
it was my fav subject..:(

okay, i have to stop stressing over some stupid exam marks..
god..its like i'm turning into ONE of THEM..
:OOO
no way am i going to let that happen.

okay, so its holidays now!:D
finally!
it has only been a month but it felt like years..
and i cannot believe this is like the last hols we can really enjoy !
before ppl starts shoving hworks and projects onto our face.
ugh, and i cant believe half of it is already gone.,
noooo...TT

the past 4 days(including today) of hols was pretty nice though..
been spending everyday of it with dearest wen..XD
and alot of food..XD

(sat)
went to art class and bm on sat..
so happy to see ms.lim again..she's still as young and pretty as always..XD
and yea...my drawing skills are like totally gone after quiting art for just 1 yr..TT
bm..was tiring..==
but the new location is really very big!xD

(sun)
sat at home and watch YES man with wen and fam..
it was pretty funny..XD

(mon)
went to watch remember me and had newyork deli+zanmai yest..
i still cant get rob pattinson out of my head..
i know he looks disgusting and all..with the hair especially==
but in the movie he's just so..different.oO
anyways,

(tue)
today went for two tuitions and visited dessert's bar! (thx to pn.yap's picture of bombe alaska!xD)
gah..me and wen ordered 4 super awesome desserts..
and that made our day, and dinner.^^
took some pics in there..(duh..XD)
and the bill is only RM33!:D
33=jaejae's num for me..
we sat on a table with no.33 yest too!
talk about coincidence..X)

(wed)
nt really sure how tmr's outing gna work out..
best friends? vs. librarians?==
i wanted to go with the first, but chose the later one..
FELICIA, MEI TIN & MEI WAN deserves a celebration for their flying colours in spm!;)
congrats to all those who have gotten their results..
especially the 4 of you!^^
wish you guys all the best in your bright future yea..
gosh, i hope tmr's nt the last time we'll meet up again..
and i hope it wont end up teary tmr..TT

oh, and my face is getting worse..
dno what the hell happened, but zits zre sprouting out..
and my dark circles are getting darker..TT
guess it has smthg to do with onlining till 2:28am in the morning..==
bt i slept VERY early for the few days ago..
this is the only night i've been onlining for so long..
and plus, i cleanse, tone, moist everyday!
whr the hell did i go wrong?:'(

my 5 babies,
as usual, i still miss you guys hell lots.
saw a vid posted by jaebom himself doing a cover of a song he liked.
i'm nt a big fan, bt i loved it.
it must have been so touching for hottest after that heartbreaking news..
gosh.
this just made me wonder,
what are the 5 of you doing?
i know you're all busy with your work..
but..did you guys still stay connected to each other?
do you call each other everynight?
do you still go out and have a drink together without anyone knowing?
do you still remember...?
i wish i have the answers to those.


oh, and the restaurant name was Bulgogi.
sorry for the mistake made.


okay, my eyes really need some rest now..
i feel so stupid waiting for something that will nv happen.==

my hands are freezing and my lip is cracking and my eyes are drying..
i better go get some sleep now since i have to wake up tmr in the morning and i cant use any mask anymore due to my stupid zit face.(they are nt pimples!xP)

i just remembered i owe mum 100 bucks..
TT
well, there goes my savings..

why cant you just hold my hands instead of just feeling like it, dummy?:(
i cant believe this feeling came growing again after yesterday..
and the fact that its still mutual, its just so..weird.

always keep the faith!