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okay.
my ulcer is officially killing me! TT

i accidentally bit it last thurs..
at first i thought it was nothing..
but then on friday night..things start to get worse.
and i've been suffering from it until this second.
11.35pm on a monday night.
wow.
i cant even speak correctly now..
every pronounciation hurt so much..
gosh..even smiling hurts!

to make things worse, i went back to waipo's hse on sat after tuition to join a party thrown for our cousie, maxon, who amazingly scored 10As(and 2Bs..XD)..and which i havent congratulate in person.==
so...CONGRATS!^^ you really deserved it ;)
hm..this certainly puts a whole lot more pressure on me and wen==
well, that wasnt the main problem, the main problem was, they have decided to throw a barbeque party.
at first i was trying to read my book, not caring abt everyone else, because my ulcer is already torturing me and i was avoiding myself from making it worse..(and also i was kinda pissed that ppl are fcking trashing on me abt the bloody free tickets..if i AM able to go would i still be there with you retards?!==)
but sadly..
i still counldnt help it at last as i got no where else to hide, and started to help them barbeque.
and at the end not willing to give away the chicken wing i've been bbqing for almost half and hour..
i ate it.
and then drank root beers (which i didnt finish..xP)
and well, the rest is history.

anyway,
friday duty last week has turned out better than i thought.
sure, NOBODY except us were there and quite alot of ppl didnt go..
and yea..it was pretty boring..
but i kinda enjoyed myself.
and to my surprise..
i'm starting to like the skinny Pn. Tan.
she is surprisingly way nicer than how i used to picture her that day..
the good thing abt her is..
she might be strict at times, but she still cares for us..i think.==
and she is quite nice to talk to, too.
unlike someone. cough the fat one cough

and i have spent the whole friday afternoon last week sleeping..
yes. because i have woke up on 6.45am that day.
and the first thing i woke up was to found out that sooann has left me a few missed calls..
i called her back and guess what..
she's got tickets to the suju con.
and it was so kind of her to have asked me first.
i dno why i'm getting so emotional on this..
but yea..i was really touched when i heared that i was the first one that came into her mind.XD
the sad thing is though, i've turned her down.
dno how the hell did that happened..but i've made my decision, and even though i regret it now..
ntg can be done.==
but i'm glad vikki took my place though.^^
cant wait to ask her all those ques abt them..
especially my baby ryeowookie~! :D
oh well..
atleast now i dont have to worry nt having enough money when my 5 babies decided to stop by.^^

by the time we got back from waipo's hse it was ard around 7pm..
after 2 hrs of long and rainy ride home..
i nv thought i'd be able to fall asleep at the squashy back of the car..==
saw a rainbow in our way to the restaurant...wen noticed it first^^
and bumped into chishan in the restaurant.^^
i so envy her pretty hair and skinny-ish slim body that can nv grow fat..xD
oh, and played the games in my bros phone..
nv knew they could be so addictive.XD

well, there goes my 1 week holiday.
and i think i've spent almost everyday with my dearest wenyi.XD

hmm..today school was as usual..
except we took back our results and we have bball players frm other schools walking back and forth outside our classrooms.==
didnt spot any cute ones, but did bumped into some primary school guys that didnt recognize me.==
got back our final mod maths mark, bm paper 2, bio paper and sej paper 1.
91/100, 69/110, 58/80, 23/40.
ntg to be proud of, honestly.==
bt i am quite surprise that my bio got such high marks.(i wasnt expecting anything because bio has nv been my strong subject==)
all i can think of saying now is thank you ms. pearl! xD
gosh..alot more results yet to be taken.
tmr somemore..
wow.==

currently reading PS. I Love You..
borrowed it frm shinyi.^^( i shall borow the last song frm you when your finish, geehuey!xD)
i rmb i used to see everyone reading it a few years ago and was thinking what is wrong with them..==
well, now i understand.
just started today..been using all my free time at school and at home to read..
reaching half of the book..i'm a slow reader..i know.==
it was quite nice and i was going to keep reading it until my ulcer got too painful to bear that i cant concentrate anymore.==
tried everythig(except salt!i'm NEVER using that!)..and yet all the effect only lasted awhile..
and now i'm starting to feel sick.TT

gosh, reading books always makes me realise how fast time can past..
and how fast memories can fade..
therefore i think i'm gna blog as much as i can now so that i'll be able to piece all these little insignificant bits of my life together when i'm old.XD
honestly, i dont even rmb what happened last last friday..
and not to mention last year..
time just passes so fast and everything seems to be flying by..
too fast for me to grab hold of it and save it in this tiny head of mine.
i hate this kind of feeling..
if i had a DSLR, i think i'd take pictures of things/ppl around me everyday..

oh, and i just realised i was always half asleep when i'm blogging.
so many errors.OO
or is it just because my english sucks?OO

ok.i shall stop now.
man, i have got to stop writing pointless long posts like this one.
and ouch, my ulcer just twitched again.TT
to top it all off, i got my bloody you know what.==
fuck.
it hasnt been that great of a day..
and this fcking retarded ulcer is really starting to get on my nerves now.
i better go get some sleep.==
dummy, how i wish you are here with me right now..:')

always keep the faith!